I freaked out and hit my husband in the head with my phone because he grabbed my face kind of rough to kiss me. He was just playing around but I freaked out and now I can’t sleep.
I hate that I can’t just move on from what happen years ago. Being beat up by a guy on a random date to the point that you lay in a tub for a week and can’t sleep because you don’t feel safe. You don’t just move on from that. Small triggers will set it off. Take all of me or let me go. Scars included.